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Name: David
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 2/21/1974
Gender: Male
Interests: Digital Design/Video Games/RPGs/Anime/Cheese, I WOULD play soccer, but I can't find anyone to play with me... sigh.. Oh, and wasting time. that is a BIG hobby.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  darkdaven
Member Since:
3/16/2003
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| Goodbye Xanga, I'll miss you. I'm off to the land of paid-webspace blogging.
http://www.davidcrary.org/blog/
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| So yeah, swimming it turns out is kinda fun. This week I swam monday-thursday, and took friday off and played Ultimate Frisbee today (first time, and it was quite fun even though I suck). I am feeling better, and actually sleeping at night because when I get back after swimming I'm tired enough to want to go to bed and so I actually get my work done at a resonable time. Now if I can just keep it up...
So things are going better. I'm hoping too keep it up and maybe lose some weight. Also getting work done is good, but I really need to redo my webpage. The second I get my computer back (its in the shop, AGAIN, this time sound trouble). I'm going to try to tackle that. | | |
| yeah, so last quarter ended well, but then Spring break was another kick in the groin.
Basically the 3 potential jobs all went to other people (or at least 2 did and one disappeared). Everyone has jobs except for myself and 2 other people, making me one of the pathetic few. Coop program turned out to not only be more irritating then I thought it would be, but completely worthless and demoralizing. Now its up to me to search out a job for myself, and I frankly don't really have it in me.
I also botched up coming home, as I SHOULD have cleared all of my shit out of Cincinnati and gotten the proper paperwork to not have to come back if I get a job down here. Now not only do I have to find a job but if I get one anywhere but Cincinnati then I have to pay to go back up there, clean out my shit, fill out the paperwork and come back before my job that I don't even have starts monday. Read: IMPOSSIBLE.
At this point I'm really quite lost and don't know what I do. If I find a job I'm still screwed, if I don't find one then I'm doubly screwed. Thanks DAAP, you've definitally made good use of my thousands of dollars. Thanks for ruining the one reason I went up to your god damn school instead of some cheaper Texas school.
And this is the worse break I've ever had. | | |
| End of the quarter. Lets make another fun list.
Monday:
-Drawing printed
Tuesday:
-Imaging due
Wednesday:
- Flash final project due.
- Drawing final project due
Thursday:
-Yang ling project due
Friday:
Seminar project due
----emoness---
Gah. I hate being socially awkward for no real reason. Sure some people come in to talk to me while I'm working.. and instead of being the least bit interesting/excited to see them (which I was, but I didn't show it) I'm basically boring until they leave. I mean, I did have other things going on at the time.. but still.. especially when its people I would like to get to know better.
GAH.
-/emoness---
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| Today I learned that no matter how hardened I get against the emotional elements. No matter how much death I can stand tall against, and major emotional and professional setbacks I can get hurled in my face and still remain vigilent and, while distraught, emotionally passive. No matter how many hurtful things people might say to me without the intent of offending I can ignore or passively correct, I'm still the little boy that if his older brother appears angry/distressed by him falls apart emotionally.
I think thats a good thing, the worlds too hard as it is.
-David | | |
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